There is nothing to it, just the celestial waddle, the fathom And its resonations, and me in the field, coming out Just at the rail-lines, to the elm leaves dry In the wind, the insects happenstance to the point of Symphony, there is nothing to it, a sandwich and coffee, A thrift-store shirt, a universe untethered of linguistics, A yellow flower tethered to the sun, the sound of gravel And stones under my shoes, and everywhere Eternity and the void and immanence, Time parceled by our perceptual apparatus, The squeezing out of space in its expansion, The rivals of here and there, the fealty Of wonderous slam-dance-like verse stealing its vistas From the sinewy miles of summer afternoons, to traverse In mass and gravity and beauty and lost and spotting The horizon its distant due, and now the train punching Its own due along the lines and me standing Maybe too close that I feel its force pushing the air Apart, till it is gone and the quite field like an intermezzo, And maybe I’ll go to the movies tonight, afterwards, sit out By the Niagara River and think of the Falls and smoke A joint and just listen to the cricket song.
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Throughout The Day
A strange moon surfaces,
Braces itself on wooden beams, on trestles of late afternoon bird-song,
Nest of graffiti branches, twigs of quantum fluctuations.
Along the railroad tracks, the summer flowers in their uncountable realness, stemmed and leafed,
Stubborn as celestial bodies, all neck and eyelash.
The world is magnificent and real
In all its handsome revolution, allotted in its terrifying vastness,
Plucked by chance verse, the seasons wobble, the sunlight on garbage day is bright and clear.
A strange translation in the mirror, but I don’t mind, consistency leaves me uneasy.
Between your tattoos and your poems, rustle the late August leaves,
Chime the endless being and becoming,
The last train, the missed bus, the walk home in the rain, solitary, and yet as the rain lifts,
The strides lift, like bloomed flowers in broken pots.
The first note, the second note, the third note, I guess it will be a song, a scaling of fences,
A scribbling of verses, of feral melodies on forgotten walls,
Of throwing wild seeds in the unkempt lots.
You are up early, such light mingles with the skin, lifts the self into a sheer beautiful panic.
Such thoughts jingle at the periphery in lasting meandering akin to a cosmic drifting,
Swallowing mouthfuls of summer afternoons,
Tracing the edge of the moon with finger and one eye closed.
How is it That
All this going on, everywhere, summed, unsummed, unavoidable, cosmic, chanced, the notes wrung every which way, cascading, blistering,
Reading, lying around, unsweetened tea, walking, daydreaming, Sunday afternoon movies, coffee, sandwiches, coming home under the streetlight cones,
The uncommitted morning, the planets in such and such orbits, like the potted flowers lining the windows, or in mischievous moments of transcendence walks right out into the sky themed with transience and beauty,
The August rain, the beans in a pot boiling for hours, the Black-eyed Susans in a mason jar on the table, Garbage by A R Ammons,
Facing the wind, in the stark posture of departing, a few lines committed to future stars and to what’s left of the rain, but mostly in the waltz of these determined steps.
Walking Thoughts
Afternoons kneading walking-thoughts, reeling daydreams and the blue of mid-August skies, stopping for garden-tomato sandwiches, these knapsack wanderings,
And if Saturn is a seaside holiday, and Neptune perplexed of axis, here the geese in the shade of the oak tree, and here and everywhere, time has a nervous system, and space the gravity of cause,
Life threaded with time and place, raveled and unraveled, swept up in cloud bursts of the sun peering through, squeezed at its side till it balloons and grins, and these walks as the Earth spins, and sometimes end like a felled season, and begins with feet in the green grass,
As if I hadn’t charged my blood stream with sunlight and chance, fate and opportunity, housed this expanse in the meanderings of love and dreams, wrapped up in the onset of the present,
The afternoons on bench with book, or just sitting there looking out into the mesa clouds, and for this hour, vast as the summer fields,
And the trunk and branches are what’s left of a sudden explosion (time is relative) from the seedling hatched, as the mountains are quick to ascend and descend, and puddles are forever (somehow), and the kids in the neighborhood are not quite Picasso with graffiti and first ask of their spray cans the permission of the grasshoppers in my untamed lawn, and not be outdone by the quick gallop of the yellow of the dandelion in spring, the orange-yellow-gold of the black-eyed Susans in August, the rain as if falls from the gutter-less roofs.
Poems
That trace the lung swelling light of summer stars,
That heave with the magnificence, even the banality, of a cosmic florist.
I lunge through the streetlights
Sleeves rolled up like capsized moons,
My faded tattoos say it all, a greasy tee shirt straddled to a solitary
Poetic enthusiasm,
The fevers and quests, the lost diagnosis, the tall grass, the goldenrod, the slumped impartial hot summer night, the horizon on the tip of the tongue, speaking for all that is lost and is to come,
The dusk spilled up and into the storm clouds rolling out, and now a clever part in the trees where the moon sorts its steps, and grumbles like a too-neat handwriting.
A swirling poem, up on one leg, each wing
Dipping into the dark, each swirl widening
Into the light.
Notes #1
Finally, the moon had to hear it. All this about metaphysical
Cereal bowls, and how the morning arrives on invisible wings.
The afternoon
Encourages intimation, like the rain after a dry month. And of
The stars, is how we got here. To have a go at it ourselves.
Neither the moon nor the sea deliberates, though both know
More than they are willing to say. Galaxies capped by super
Massive black holes. Spiderwebs in the corners of the front
Porch. The sound of wind chimes and the life span of the sun
Are on the same page.
Sitting on my porch. The traces of stars almost pretend to appear.
Tired legs, unsweetened tea, closed book, worn out chair, still cat.
The sky, a shell above the dark leaves and shingled rooftops, left there by a child.
Our cosmos forked, espoused of branch and bloom, bite and wing. Penniless as an imaginary metropolis.
Stroll
The silence, the cracks in the wall, airborne spring pollen,
The thoughts of black holes, the rugged joy of life that contagiously spins one’s head and heart,
The astronomical number of beetles on the earth, the fray on this shirt,
And collar windswept by early morning walks,
The sudden threat of solar flares, the beauty of fire escapes against red brick,
Blacktop, several pots of flowers,
And though the stars aren’t broken bottles, the graffiti beneath the fire escape
Is the Last Supper, but with UFOs and aliens,
A stitch of green stem and red flower climbing in and out of the chain link fence,
The turning earth, the creased corners of a used book,
And though the stars aren’t in any way lost, I wander aimlessly.
Mixed Up and Half Erased Yet
The tremors of silence like fingerprints
Drawn down the spine in goosebump riddles
Allocating leaves and stars and abstract poetry
Rattling the afternoons and calling out the night
Dusk is the space between my two front teeth
Death is a shadow of a shadow that has a life of its own
Molecular patterns, genomes, fractals, gravity
Tee shirts, concrete poetry, coffee stain, good shoes for walking
The tremors of silence like fingerprints
Drawing up the spine into an arabesque boom
Like fairy tales burnished with thorny truths
Unsquared by nebulous pivoting and terrifying beauty
Overwhelmed and brilliant in brevity
Yet on and on and on to visit the vast swelling of sensations
The dwindling down to the fine points of light and dark
Mixed up and half erased yet beaming with more awe
And guts and ambulatory genius and wrought
Along the rivers, through the alleys
Across the fields, let these strides wreath
The lonely, the lost, the joyful, the realized, the naïve
The untucked dusk
After a day of rain
Small Rhapsody
The weathered moon, the shoeless dream walks,
The cold damp of subway stations, the expanding universe,
A cat sleeps, a dog barks, the anxieties, the morning coffee,
The dull etcetera of a boring job, a walk in the morning rain,
What I thought was real, it all stirs and fathoms and flashes,
What is not beautiful and untrue, how to (cosmically)
Sleep by an open window, strained, uncertain, folly,
Joy, to walk alongside a passing train, eat an apple,
By chance fall home
Along the tabby road, up and over the feral pickets.
Classic
The kids
Clogged the sink
Wet spaghetti
Kitty litter
The Iliad